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Survey #167

Have you ever let someone be your everything?
I love him.

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Nearly.  I’ve come close a few times.  I think it’d be terribly sweet.

Whose car were you in last?
Mum’s.

What color shirt are you wearing?
It’s pink.

How long is your hair?
Medium-long, I’d say.

Last thing you drank?
Water.

What is your favorite scent?
Trey.  It’s intoxicating.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
It’s pretty meh.  It looks bad no matter what.

What was the last compliment you received? From whom?
Trey says sweet things all the time.

Has anyone put their arms around you in the past five days?
Past five hours, actually.

Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
I..no. 

Would you be shocked if your last ex said they hated you?
I know he does.

What’s something you’re excited about right now?
My birthday is soon.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Hah, no.

Do you have a cat that stares and meows at you often?
I don’t have any pets, but I was at the mall today in Jamestown and my mum wouldn’t let me go see if Cayenne was still there.e

Is there someone you know you should hate but can’t?
I’d never hate anyone.

Who is someone to whom you tell everything?
Treylovey.

Is there a friend you can’t stand?
If I couldn’t stand them, why would I call them a friend?

Do you miss anyone?
More and more everyday.

Do you hate anyone?
I can’t.

What are you looking forward to this week?
G.I. Joe. xD I’m not even lyin’.

Have you ever received a love letter more than a page long?
Trey used to write me lengthy notes all the time.

Where do you live?
Warren.

Are you an aunt or uncle?
I’m an aunt.

Given the opportunity, would you like to travel to space?
I’m sure I’d be terrified, but that’s really not the type of thing you turn down.

If you had the chance to go anywhere, where would you choose?
Wherever he is. ♥

Were you a cute baby?
I’d say so.

Have you ever had a friend who had an eating disorder?
Stop.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
Not many.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
I just bit my lip, if that counts.

If you could seek revenge on someone, would you?
Bwahahaha.  Perhaps.

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you yesterday?
I saw my lovey.

Do you ever think “What if..?” about anything?
Everything.

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
My va jay jay does.  I’m sorry, but it’s true, and you asked.

Does anyone love you?
He says so.

How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?
Countless.

How many people do you not get along with?
There’s a few.

If someone were to ask you to be their girlfriend right now what wold you say?
I have my Trey.  Thanks, but no thanks.

Do you want someone to call/text you right now?
It’s half past one in the morning.  I’m good.

What would you do if you found out your ex found a new love?
What he does with his life doesn’t concern me one bit.

Do you think anyone’s thinking about you right now?
Doubt it.

Do you believe in second chances?
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance.

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
Today, but I don’t care.

Do you hate being home alone?
I prefer it.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Trey.

Do you get scared easily?
Pretty much, yeah.

What are the chances of you getting the person you like?
I have the person I love, thanks.

Are you weak or strong?
Physically, mentally, or emotionally?

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
Not everything…

Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?
Albino.

Where will you be in a hour?
Eh, around.

Reblogging things like this doesn't always work. I stole this from taylorsue.

You can learn a lot about someone by the music they listen to. So here is the game! Hit shuffle on your iPod or mp3 player and write down the first 25 songs. No cheating or skipping songs that are shameful. That is the fun!

1. I’m Dying Tomorrow - Alkaline Trio

2. Shine on You Crazy Diamond Part IV - Pink Floyd

3. Ain’t No More Cane - Bob Dylan

4. Tranquilizers - Thurston Moore

5. Run Like Hell - Pink Floyd

6. Will You Be Me? - Kimya Dawson

7. Good Morning Girl - Journey

8. In Limbo - Radiohead

9. Gold Mine Gutted - Bright Eyes

10. I Wanna Touch That Bum, That Big Ol’ Bum - Big D and the Kids Table

11. Keep the Faith - Dropkick Murphys / The Business

12. Opened the Door - Journey

13. Broken Boy Soldier - The Raconteurs

14. Runaway - Bon Jovi

15. Kristy, Are You Doing Okay? - The Offspring

16. The Skeleton Song - The Mighty Mighty Bosstones

17. Only the Young - Journey

18. Endless, Nameless - Nirvana

19. Downloading Porn with Dave - The Moldy Peaches

20. Mars Meets Venus - Duran Duran

21. Late Bar - Duran Duran

22. Celestial Voices - Pink Floyd

23. Dreams - The Kinks

24. War is Over - The Kinks

25. The Set Up (You Need This) - Reel Big Fish

Okay, so I’m kind of embarassed by my taste in music, but, seriously, you guys should reblog this.  I found it interesting.

Survey #166

1. Do you like blue cheese?
Sometimes.

2. Have you ever been drunk?
Never ever.

3. Do you own a gun?
I don’t, but there are quite a few in the house, which is silly, because none of us are hunters.

4. What flavor of Kool-Aid was your favorite?
Mother didn’t allow me to have Kool-Aid.

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Nope.

6. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Uhh, I’m thinking it was Trey.

7. Favorite Christmas movie?
A Christmas Story.  How The Grinch Stole Christmas.  A Charlie Brown Christmas.  Rudolph.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Coffee or tea.

9. Can you do push ups?
Not well.

10. What’s your favorite piece of jewelry?
My purity ring is my favorite.

11. Favorite hobbies?
Music and art. :)

12. Do you have A.D.D.?
Meh.  Maybe?

13. What’s your favorite shoe?
I need new shoes.

14. Middle name?
Lee.

15. Name three thoughts at this exact moment?
1. This is a terrible song.
2. My thighs are absolutely huge.
3. I miss Trey.

16. Name three beverages you regularly drink?
1. Water
2. Juice
3. Coffee

17. Current worry?
I have a lot of those.

18. Current hate right now?
The clothing manufacturers and the media are a tie.

19. Ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?
Batman♥

20. How did you bring in the New Year?
I was babysitting.  I remember being incredibly interested in Trey at the time, as well, and I spent a rather large chunk of the night trying to get his number.  Oh, and there were treadmills and football involved.

21. Where would you like to go?
1. New York City.
2. Europe.
3. California.

22. Name three people who will complete this?
No.

23. Do you own slippers?
Sock monkey slippers.

24. What color shirt are you wearing right now?
It’s green and from Aeropostale.

25. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?
Meh.

26. Can you whistle?
Whistling is sort of obnoxious.

27. Favorite color?
I like green and orange and purple.

28. Would you be a pirate?
Yes.  My dream.

29. What songs do you sing in the shower?
I sing whatever is stuck in my head.  I used to make them up.

30. Favorite candy?
I love chewy things.

31. Favorite Michael Jackson song?
Billie Jean or Thriller or Beat It.  Ya know, the well known ones everyone likes.

32. What’s in your pocket right now?
Nothing.

33. Last thing that made you laugh?
Alaura.

34. Best bed sheets as a child?
Mine were always white.  Right now they’re aqua.

35. Worst injury you’ve ever had as a child?
I broke my arm once.

36. Do you love where you live?
It’s okay.

37. Name only two famous people, who are alive, that you would kill to have lunch with.
Oh, man.  Jack White and Johnny Depp.

38. Who is your loudest friend?
Chloe is horribly loud.  I love her.

39. How many dogs do you have?
I don’t.

40. Does someone have a crush on you?
Jordi ought to stop trying so hard.

41. What is your favorite book?
I’m not sure I have a favorite.

42. What is your favorite food dish?
I tend to love things with carbs.

43. Favorite sports teams?
I’m not sure I have any.

44. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Laura and I discussed this, we’re having her dad and the Beach Boys play.

Survey #165

How old is the last person you kissed on the cheek or lips?
He’s fourteen.

Something that happened today that made you angry?
I hate clothing manufacturers.

What were you doing before this survey?
I was talking to Josh and Jordi.  Hooray alliterative friends!

Did the last guy you kissed have any tattoos?
Of course he doesn’t, and apparently he’s not keen on me getting a tramp stamp.

Are you starting to realize anything?
I’m beginning to realize a lot.

Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
I think it’s really cute.

Which of your cousins are closest to you?
I’m not too terribly close with any of them.

Do you believe exes can really ever be just friends?
It makes me squirm a little bit.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Meh, nothing, really.

When did you last go tanning?
Mmm, it’s been awhile.

Do you open up to a lot of people?
Not many at all.

Have you ever given up on anyone?
I tend to do that a lot.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
I have.

Was your last relationship a mistake?
Everything before now was a mistake.

Are you a boy or a girl?
I have lady parts.

Your phone rings.  Who do you want it to be?
I always smile when Trey calls.

If you could erase anything you ever said to anyone, what would it be?
You can’t erase words.

How much does it take to make you laugh?
Nothing.

Would you ever run naked in the rain with your love?
This sounds like good fun.  How easy is it to run with an erection?

Who were you with Saturday night?
I was with my family.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Maybe.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Excessively.

Ever taken a shower with the opposite sex?
Sounds hot.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
I was called beautiful and pretty today, by two different people.

Have you ever dated a football player?
Not exactly.

Are you sober?
Indeed.

Is the last person you kissed cute?
He’s absolutely gorgeous.

Has anyone said they loved you in the last week?


Do you like to take walks?
I do I do!

Did you go out or stay in last night?
I stayed in last night.

Last three things you had to drink?
Water.  Rootbeer.  Jamocha Swirl Shake.

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Probably, though I doubt I will.

Is something bothering you?
I miss him.

What would you name your future daughter?
I’ll figure that out when the situation arises.

Do you miss anyone?
See above.

How is your heart lately?
It belongs to someone else.

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Abby.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I did. :) We spent the night together.

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Of course there are.

Where did you get the shirt  you’re wearing?
American Eagle.

What do you like better, hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot apple cider is tasty.

Love really is a beautiful thing, huh?
Beautiful doesn’t even begin to describe it.

Yesterday night, what did you do?
I shopped for awhile, but majority of the night was spent at home.

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
Honestly? Yeah. 

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Water.

What’s irritating you right now?
Trey has band camp.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Mum saw me cry today.

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
mhm.

Ever go camping?
Never ever.

Do you get mad easily?
Oh, of course not.

Do you like cats?
They’re cute.

Are you comfortable with your height?
I like my height in comparison to Trey’s.  We’re cute together.

Is your room ever clean?
Usually.

How late did you stay up last night?
Four-ish.

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Medium-long.

When is the next time you’ll hug someone?
Next time I see my love, I’m sure.

Do you trust all of your friends?
Heck no.

Are you shy?
Not really, but I have this thing for shy guys.

Are you an emotional person?
I tend to hide my emotions.

Ever licked someone?
Okay, so this’ll probably sound weird, but until now I’ve never liked ears.  My certain someone has the most adorable ears ever though, and he’s gone as far as to say I have an ear fetish, because I love ear nibbling and such, but only with him.  This is completely new to me, really.  Oh, and I get immensely turned on when people breathe or whisper in my ear.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
Jean shorts.  They’re cute.

Who were you talking to at ten last night?
I honestly couldn’t tell ya.  Methinks ‘twas Trey.

Survey #164

Would you fall apart if that last person you kissed died?
I would be absolutely devastated, and may just die myself.

Would you date someone who lived in another state?
I’d have to like them a lot and even then it probably wouldn’t work out.

When’s the last time you said you were fine, but really weren’t?
Recently.

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
Of course there is.

Do you laugh a lot?
I tend to find the simplest things absolutely hilarious.   It’s not always a good thing.

What are the bad things you’ve heard people say about you?
Ohhmy, I could go on for quite awhile.  For example, some annoying, small child at the fair was harassing me because I cussed him out because he elbowed be in the stomach to get off a ride before me.  He continuously called me ugly and told me that I wore too much makeup.  It was cute.

Do you have an older brother?
One and a half, actually.

How was your last night and why?
Nothing spectacular happened.  Tonight was far better.

Do you believe in karma?
I do.

Did you have a good birthday this year?
I haven’t had mine yet.

To whom did you last tell a secret?
I tell Trey my secrets.

Have you ever caught a friend cheating on their significant other?
Stop.

Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
It was raining and far too early to be awake.

What mood are you in right now?
I’m okay.  I miss my Trey.

Is your room ever clean?
Usually.

What did your last teleophone conversation consist of?
“Hey, uhm, can you honk or flash your lights or something?  I can’t see anything.”  “I’m parked right in front of you.  I can see you right now.”

In the past week, have you cried?
I cried today, in a dressing room at JC Penney.

How many kids do you want to have?
I don’t even know that I do.

At this very moment, what exactly are you doing?
I’m busy being sad about the fact that I can’t see Trey until tomorrow afternoon, at the soonest.

When is the last time you ate Chinese food?
Oh, gosh.  It’s been ages.

Is there anyone that you were good friends with that you no longer get along with?
Of course.

Where’s you’re phone at?
It’s in my pants.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
He’s a month and eight days older.

Have you ever kissed someone that was high?
He claims he was.

Anything you are looking forward to?
I want to see my love.

Do you trust all of your friends?
Not at all.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
:) I love him.

Do you think you’ve changed over the past year?
To an extent, I suppose I have.

How many surveys will you do today?
This is my first and the day’s near over.

Is there someone you want to be with right now?
Oh, always.

Has the last person you texted ever been mad at you before?
Scott?  I think he blamed me for stealing his best friend.

How much money did you spend today?
Bahaha, quite a lot, but I ended up with a Pikachu plush.

What will you be doing tomorrow?
I’ll be sitting around, lonely and useless.

Have you ever cried while in the shower?
Occasionally, I do.  It’s a good place to do it because it drounds out the sound.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Dude. Try half of our town.

What’s something you really want right now?
TreyTreyTrey.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
More than once.

Did you ever waste far too much time on a certain boy?
Everything before right now was a waste of time.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Most of them are Gabriellas or Abigails.  No one is just plain Abby.

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
Clothing manufacturers, although Trey fixed my mood.

Have you ever done anything illegal?
“We are law abidin’ citizens!”

Is the person you last kissed older or younger than you?
He’s a smidge older.

With whom did you last share a bed?
Scott and Trey and I were all on Trey’s bed last week.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
With most people, it’s easy, but with some, it’s impossible.

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
I’m not saying anything.

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
Probably.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
I honestly don’t recall.

Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
I do I do!

If there was a spider in your room, would you leave?
I’d make someone come perform a spider-rescue.  Things terrify me, but I feel bad killing ‘em.

When will your next kiss occur?
Soon, I hope.  I love his kisses.

Survey #163

Are you ready for a long survey that actually asks some new questions?
Nope.

How can I win your heart?
My heart’s already been stolen.

Who did you kiss last?
His name is Trey.

Who knows a big secret about you?
I’m not sure what you consider a big secret, but Trey knows more than anyone.

Do you think you’re life will change dramatically before 2010?
I’m sure.

Can money buy happiness?
Indirectly.

Any plans for tomorrow?
The grandparents are coming, and I’d like to see Trey, if at all possible.

What do you introduce yourself as?
Je m’appelle Abby.

Have you ever seen the last person you kissed kiss somebody else?
No, and it might just kill me if I ever witness that.

Have you ever found yourself somewhere, not able to remember how you got there?
Occasionally, things like that occur.

Anyone you’re giving up on?
There are a few of you.

Do you care if people talk badly about you?
If they’re that shallow, I can’t be bothered with them.

Can you sleep without blankets on you?
I can, but I like my blankets.

What bothers you about girls?
We like our drama.

Would you go back in time to change anything?
There are a few moments I’d love to relive, but I wouldn’t change a thing.

Do you consider yourself a bitch?
I can be one, yes.

Do you have trust issues?
Something like that.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
Not at the moment, no.

Honestly, what’s on your mind?
I miss my darling.

If you woke up as the opposite gender, what’s the first thing you would do?
I’d be fascinated with my morning wood.

What was the best thing that happened today?
I went to the Humane Society to donate blankets.

Who is the first person you would call if you really needed help?
911/Trey.

Are you wearing a ring?
I’m wearing my purity ring.

Did you ever have a female best friend?
At one point I did.

When was the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
Once upon a time…

What color is your hair?
Dark blonde/light brown.  It’s debatable.

What were you doing at twelve this afternoon?
I was still in bed.

What are you wearing tomorrow?
I’ll wear whatever I feel like wearing, thanks.

Are you hiding something from someone?
I plead the fifth.

Do you wear hats?
I am the Mad Hatter.

Do you cuss in front of your parents?
Not too often, I don’t.

What are you doing tonight?
Tonight’s over, love.

Do you ever lie about your age?
Why would I do that?

What do you want to be when you grow up?
I want to be a superhero.

Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
I’ve never wanted it.

Has one of your friends ever stolen someone you like from you?
He wasn’t mine yet.

Love really is a beautiful thing, isn’t it?
That solely depends on your definition of love.

Have you ever had a best friend?
I love him with all of my heart.

To whom did you last speak to on the telephone?
Dear Trey.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
I did not.

What did you do today?
I cleaned and did good Samaritan deeds.

Where was your default picture taken?
Oh, somewhere around here.

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
I haven’t seen my Trey yet and I’m dreadfully tired.

Is there anybody you’re disappointed in right now?
There’s always someone.

If you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
Perhaps I have forgotten how to talk.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Sometimes I talk, sometimes I don’t.  Sometimes I sing, often, I write.

Are you happy?
I’m a synonym to such.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
I’m a night owl.

Do you want to get married?
It’s that or I’m dying a virgin.

What were you doing at one this morning?
I was online.

Who were you with Friday night?
Last Friday?  I don’t recall.

Have you made a mistake this past week?
I’ve made more than one, I’m sure.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
I found someone on Facebook with my same first and last name.  It upset me so.

When was the last time you really laughed?
I’ve been pretty unhappy lately.

Have you ever broken a flipflop?
Mr. King duct taped it for me.

Email or voice mail?
Either or.

Have you ever been involved in a high speed car chase?
Bah.  I’m far too boring for such.

Do you own any Powerpuff Girl stuff?
I don’t believe I ever did.

Do you own a skateboard?
There are a few around here, but they aren’t exactly mine.

Have you ever been a vegetarian?
For the past year or so, I have been.

On a daily basis, are you usually signed on to MSN for more than four hours?
I have no life.

Do you like celery?
It likes me.  Negative calorie foods FTW.

Will this weekend be a good one?.
Bah, humbug.  My grandparents don’t love me.

Where is your biological father right now?
He’s upstairs.

Which shoe do you put on first?
Whichever I find first goes on first.

Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
Definitely not.

If you could pick someone to just disappear, would you?
Murder isn’t nice.

Have you ever written anything on a bathroom wall or door?
Paper is my media of choice.

Survey #162

Have you ever made out with someone you weren’t dating?
I have.

Is there a difference between the word ‘best friend’ and ‘friend’?
I have lots of friends, but I only have one Trey.

Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
Indeed.

Do you miss anyone?
Dearly.

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?
Love.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Yesterday evening.

Who is your celebrity crush?
I have a life.

Can you touch your toes?
I can touch the floor.

Do you know anybody who was abused?
Stop.

Do you take walks often?
I love taking walks.

Is silence really golden?
It has its places.

Do you have any interesting tattoos or piercings?​
I have my ears pierced, but nothing else.

Are you afraid to grow up?
Terrified.

Who were you with last night?
Trey’s a cutie.

Can you count past one hundred?
One hundred and one.

What language do you want to learn?
French.

Any upcoming vacations?
Not anymore.

If you had to marry someone on your top, who would it be?
Trey and I promised forever.

Do you care what people think of you?
To an extent, yes.

Would you call yourself smart?
Quite.

Do you like to read?
I do.

Have you ever touched an elephant before?
I’m not sure.  I don’t think I have.

Plans for tomorrow?
Tennis.

Confessions:
Is anything wrong?
Oh, there’s always something.

Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
I love his kisses.

Would you date anyone on your top friends?
Six months.  ♥

Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
I’m fairly close with mum.

What did you do for your last birthday?
I had school.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
I was online.

Is there something that you cannot wait for?
I want to see Trey.  I miss him quite a bit.

What’s your favorite season?
I love summer.

Have you ever talked to Tom?
Tom..Ah, I’m not even going to bother explaining this.

Last thing you ate/drank?
Spaghetti/Water.

Have you ever run with scissors?
I’m sure.  I’m a rebel like that.

Who’s making you feel the way you are right now?
Trey gives me butterflies.

Most visited web page?
I have a feeling it’s Tumblr.

Coke or Pepsi?
Diet Pepsi.

How many myspace friends have told you you’re funny?
I don’t count my compliments.

How many siblings do you have?
One point five.

What’s your favorite number?
I have a few.

What are you watching right now?
I can see the screen.  Caitlynn’s name is flashing orange.

Do you know how to swim?
I’m not too great at it.

Is good grammar attractive?
Incredibly.

Friend confessions:
Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?
I’m a bit jealous of a lot of people.

Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
Not quite.

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Most are.  I’m pretty short.

Have you ever been ditched by a friend?
It happens.

Where do your friends live?
Around.

Have you lost or forgotten a friend’s phone number?
I have a terrible memory, but what kind of questions are these?!

Have you been to most of your friends’ houses?
Eh.

Love confessions:
Are you in love?
Yes.

Do you get bored of your boyfriend easily?
He’s not boring in the least.

Has one of your crushes ever called you self-centered before?
I don’t have a crush.  I have a boy, whom I love dearly.

Are you good looking?
Not at all.

Personal opinion confessions:
Who do you want for President?
Obama works.

Do you think abortions are horrible?
Click this and let me know your opinion now.

Needles aren’t so horrible, right?
Pointed questions are lulz.  And needles are kay.

You have plenty of secrets that you share with..?
Trey.

Other confessions:
Do you enjoy drama?
I enjoy the theatrical sort.

Who last said they love you?
Trey.

Survey #161 - Good Thing

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. On Shuffle.
2. For Each Question, Press The Next Button For The Answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
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IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OK” YOU SAY?
Missing Pieces - O.A.R.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Morning Song - The Kinks

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Spritz!!! Spritz!!! - Minus the Bear

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
See-Through Playmate - Thurston Moore

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK ABOUT YOU?
Only the Young - Journey

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Why Do All Girls Think They’re Fat? - Reel Big Fish

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Barely Legal - The Strokes

WHATS 2+2
Coming Back to Life - Pink Floyd (Oh, I wish I’d gotten 2 + 2 = 5 (The Lukewarm.))

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Nothing Ever Changes - The Kooks

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You Don’t Know - Reel Big Fish

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Abigail - Fair to Midland

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Little Cream Soda - The White Stripes

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Meet Me in the Bathroom - The Strokes

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Burgers of Wrath - Jello Biafra and Mojo Nixon

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Isis - Bob Dylan

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Go Mental - Ramones

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Blood in My Eyes - Bob Dylan

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Anthrax - Kimya Dawson

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Fake Headlines - The New Pornographers

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Good Thing - Reel Big Fish

Survey #160

What’s more important the first impression or lasting impact?
The lasting impact is definitely more important.

Are you worried about your boyfriend getting back with their ex?
I actually stole this survey from my boyfriend’s ex and reading her answers makes me want to die.  He was so madly in love with her, and it kills me.

Do looks matter?
To an extent, yes.

Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Stop.

How often do you drink Monster?
Not as often as I did.

Are you waiting for something?
I’m waiting for him to leave.  I’m the worst girlfriend in the world.

Do you wish you had an older, protective brother?
I do.

Are girls too dramatic?
Some.

Are you feeling uneasy about anything?
I hate it.

What does your hair look like right now?
It looks like hair.

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
I was quite happy yesterday.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J, L, D, or E?
J and E.

At this very moment, what exactly are you doing?
Talking. This. Breathing. Wanting to cry.

Who or what consumes most of your time?
Trey.

How do you feel about your siblings?
I love them.

How do you feel about girls who smoke?
I don’t.

Any plans for tomorrow?
Baking.  Tennis.

Are you excited for the weekend?
Not really, no.

What kind of music annoys you most?
I don’t like a lot of music.

Did you enjoy the movie Twilight?
No.  Twilight=fail.  I did enjoy who I watched it with, though.

Do you ever listen to country music?
Never.

Do you miss anyone you shouldn’t?
I miss Trey.

This time last year were you single?
July 13th, 2008 was the biggest mistake of my life.

How are you feeling right now?
Worthless.

When is the last time you gave someone a dirty look?
I’m shooting this one group of people really nasty looks in my head right now.

Do you think you are capable of lasting in a relationship for six months without anyone cheating?
Making people cry is a dick move, you know.  -crumples-

What are you listening to right now?
My whimpering.

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
In the past hour and fifteen minutes, nothing great has happened.

What are you excited about right now?
I’m not excited about anything.  I more or less want to die.

If you had to move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
New York City.  Oh, and I’d bring you with, babe.

What is your favorite number?
I like 13, 3, and 7.

Does anyone like you right now?
Go die.  I sincerely doubt he feels the way he says, and it’s tearing me apart.

When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more?
I do a bit of both.

Last person who drove you somewhere that was under the age of twenty?
I honestly don’t recall.

Last time you walked further than a block?
Annie and I walked everywhere, and then I’m pretty sure I’ve gone on a walk since.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
It was close to three.  My internet died.

Do you prefer to call or text?
I prefer calling.

Last time you spent the night at someone’s house?
It’s been ages.

Who was the last person you rode in a car with that was not family?
I think it was Trey’s family, when we went to his step dad’s parents’ house on Father’s Day.

Survey #159

Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
As long as their hair was nearly gone from chemo.  If it was just like, “Hey, I have a full head of hair, but shave yours, kay?” I’d be like, “Sorry, nope.”

What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
“I was thinking, I could, like, have this baby and, and give it to someone that, like, totally needs it, you know? Like a woman with a bum ovary or a couple nice lesbos.”

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
He did, but it wasn’t really sincere. 

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Increidbly.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Probably.

Explain the last time you threw up.
I ate icecream on Tuesday.

What was the last thing that made you cry?
Doctor.

Do you have a bad temper?
I can control it.

Do you think you’ll be married in ten years?
I doubt I will marry.

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
None.

How often do you think about suicide?
I don’t even know how to answer this.

What is your deepest fear?
I have a few.

Do you really love all your family?
I guess so.

What do you want to believe in?
Myself.

Do you have a secret crush on someone?
Hah.  I’m not allowed to have secrets.

Are you proud of who you are?
Not at all.

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
I can.

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
I forgive everyone.  I’m stupid like that.

You’re dying in ten seconds.  What are your last words to your best friend?
I’d probably come up with something, and mutter it unintelligibly.

…to your worst enemy?
You’re welcome.

Do you care if people hate you?
Do what you will.

Freedom or safety?
Freedom.

Think of a random person, and give them a message here, using no names.
I don’t understand where we even stand anymore.  Why you’ve apologized, regretted what happened, how it ended, how you’ve wanted me back, and yet you still hate me.  Why can’t you just make up your mind?

Has a song ever made you cry?
Ages ago.

Has a book ever made you cry?
Often.

Is the world crumbling to pieces?
Yes.

Name one moment where you couldn’t control your rage.
I can.  I always can.

Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die.
To die would be an awfully big adventure.

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all.
Peaches in January.